Scared

I’m the type of person who doesn’t like to admit it when they’re scared. I don’t like to seem vulnerable. But truth is, I am scared. I’m terrified. I have dreamed about this for years, hoping it’d happen but never actually thinking it would. But now that it’s such a huge possibility. Now that she’s on board. I’m terrified. I don’t know how to live on my own, I can barely cook my own meals, I’m horrible at keeping my room cleaned let alone a whole house, I’ve never been on my own before, I don’t know how to pay bills or save money for the important stuff. I am so scared. How am I going to do this on my own? How am I going to be able to make it without help? And what if it’s all for nothing? I’m doing this for the slim chance that my dreams will come true, but what if I’m just fooling myself? I am so scared. I am so scared and I don’t know how I’ll ever be able to do this on my own.

~ Emerald

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